Crawling out of a depression always takes longer than falling into one, so while I am on the mend, I still have to fight back suffocating sadness. Today, baby L is helping so much with that. How can I not smile at those big blue eyes and infectious grin? I nuzzle into the folds of his neck, let him slobber my cheek and grab fistfuls of my hair, and suddenly all is right with the world. Oh, how I love him.